i finally trust God again after all the rebelious thoughts in my mind. and those ridiculous moments i didn't record. realizing that in the end, we all are alone. nothing but you and your God. things change the way i live my life tho i didn't feel like growing old but growing strong.
well ah, i've been busy in school and sports. in this case, i kinda regret for not paying attention to the lessons very much lately. it came up as trashy scores... and softball. that thing keeps me running on the field since i was like...what. 9 years old or 10. now that i'm 17. it's hard to get out from this. it really is. it's the thing i've filled in my soul.
a sister of my Grandma passed away last week. it was unbelievable. the one i never thought would leave, left. she stayed in my house for Ramadhan this year. after lebaran, we sent her home which is in Sukabumi. two days later, she was sleeping when she couldn't be woken up. she was still breathing though until a day later when she was handed to a doctor in the hospital and just like that, she passed away. she was a really really good woman. she used to be a tennis player. i adore her. she was the one who was so talkative in fact she's 82 already. Man, she came back for good.
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